THREE MORE DAYS

IT MAKES ME SICK IN THE PIT OF MY STOMACH. TO THE POINT WHERE I WISH I COULD THROW UP, BUT I CANT. THE MOMENTS WHEN YOUR FEEL YOUR HEART BREAK. WHEN YOU KNOW, OF COURSE, THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. BUT AS OF NOW AND YOUR FUTURE, NOTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. I WANT TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL, AND HOW YOU HURT ME. BUT I CANT. BECAUSE I CARE MORE ABOUT YOU HEALING THAN MYSELF. BUT THE TRUTH IS, THIS WHOLE THING IS TEARING ME APART AND BREAKING ME DOWN. IM AFRAID ITS GOING TO KEEP GOING UNTIL I HAVE NOTHING LEFT BUT MYSELF AND GOD. MAYBE THATS WHAT I SHOULD HAVE AIMED FOR ALL ALONG, BUT I BELIEVE THAT WHILE YES, ALL YOU NEED IS GOD, THAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU TO ME FOR A REASON. IM NOT DEPENDENT ON YOU, BUT YOU STILL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. I CAN LET YOU GO FOR YOUR WEEK, BUT WHY IS IT NOW? WHEN MY WORLD IS COLLAPSING ON TOP OF ME? WHEN WEDNESDAY APPROACHES AND IM ALL ALONE. WHY COULDNT IT WAIT FOR THREE MORE DAYS?