I CAN BE HONEST HERE BECAUSE NO ONE WILL READ THIS ANYWAY. EVEN IF EVERYONE IN THE WORLD READ THIS ID STILL BE HONEST. SO EVERYTHING I JUST WROTE WAS A WASTE OF TIME FOR YOU AND ME... SORRY. :)
BUT TO GET ON WITH THE MADNESS. I FEEL I CAN NEVER USE MY OWN WORDS TO SAY HOW I FEEL. SO AS ALWAYS, I LOOK TO MUSIC TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL.
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
02 December 2007
21 November 2007
BORED OUT OF MY MIND
ITS THANKSGIVING BREAK... UNFORTUNATLEY. EVERYONE HAS GONE OUT OF TOWN. WHAT DID I DO TODAY? LETS SEE, I WOKE UP AROUND 11AM, WATCHED "MONTY PYTHON AND THE HOLY GRAIL" FOR THE FIRST TIME, ATE SOME RAVIOLI, FACEBOOKED, WATCHED TV, FACEBOOKED, ATE A SALAD, AND OFFERED TO HELP MY DAD WITH CHORES. NOW IM DEBATING ON WHETHER I WANT TO WATCH THE COMPLETE EXTENDED EDITION OF THE LORD OF THE RINGS TRILOGY OR CLEAN MY ROOM. I THINK I SHOULD CLEAN MY ROOM AND THROW AWAY ANYTHING I DONT NEED. THEN MAYBE I CAN REARRANGE MY ROOM; MAYBE DO A LITTLE REDECORATING. I DONT KNOW... SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
13 November 2007
THREE MORE DAYS
IT MAKES ME SICK IN THE PIT OF MY STOMACH. TO THE POINT WHERE I WISH I COULD THROW UP, BUT I CANT. THE MOMENTS WHEN YOUR FEEL YOUR HEART BREAK. WHEN YOU KNOW, OF COURSE, THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. BUT AS OF NOW AND YOUR FUTURE, NOTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. I WANT TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL, AND HOW YOU HURT ME. BUT I CANT. BECAUSE I CARE MORE ABOUT YOU HEALING THAN MYSELF. BUT THE TRUTH IS, THIS WHOLE THING IS TEARING ME APART AND BREAKING ME DOWN. IM AFRAID ITS GOING TO KEEP GOING UNTIL I HAVE NOTHING LEFT BUT MYSELF AND GOD. MAYBE THATS WHAT I SHOULD HAVE AIMED FOR ALL ALONG, BUT I BELIEVE THAT WHILE YES, ALL YOU NEED IS GOD, THAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU TO ME FOR A REASON. IM NOT DEPENDENT ON YOU, BUT YOU STILL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. I CAN LET YOU GO FOR YOUR WEEK, BUT WHY IS IT NOW? WHEN MY WORLD IS COLLAPSING ON TOP OF ME? WHEN WEDNESDAY APPROACHES AND IM ALL ALONE. WHY COULDNT IT WAIT FOR THREE MORE DAYS?
12 November 2007
SHOW ME
I DONT KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE THE WAY I FEEL. ITS A MIXTURE OF ANGER, DEPRESSION, AND LONELINESS. IM SO UPSET AT THE SITUATIONS THAT IM IN. THE SITUATIONS PEOPLE HAVE PUT ME IN ARE TEARING ME APART. I FEEL LIKE IM LOSING MY BEST FRIEND. NOT JUST BECAUSE OF THE COMING WEEK BUT BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO BE DONE WITH IT. IM TIRED OF FEELING THIS WAY ALL THE TIME. I KNOW I OVER-ANALYZE ALL THE TIME. BUT DONT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT THE THINGS THEY DO? DONT THEY REALIZE THAT WHAT THEYRE DOING RIGHT NOW IS HURTING ME? ME, THE PERSON THEY CLAIM TO CARE SO MUCH ABOUT.
DONT TELL ME THAT YOU CARE. DONT TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME. DONT TELL ME THAT YOURE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. BECUASE THE TRUTH IS, YOURE PROBABLY NOT. SO INSTEAD, I URGE YOU TO SHOW ME THAT YOU CARE. SHOW ME THAT YOU LOVE ME. AND SHOW ME THAT YOURE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME.
IM NOT DEPENDING ON YOU. YOURE NOT MY CRUCH. GOD IS MY CRUCH. BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT NEED YOU. I NEED YOU TO BE THERE FOR ME. WHEN IM FREAKING OUT. WHEN IM AT MY LOWEST. AND WHEN ALL I WANNNA DO IS CRY.
DONT TELL ME THAT YOU CARE. DONT TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME. DONT TELL ME THAT YOURE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. BECUASE THE TRUTH IS, YOURE PROBABLY NOT. SO INSTEAD, I URGE YOU TO SHOW ME THAT YOU CARE. SHOW ME THAT YOU LOVE ME. AND SHOW ME THAT YOURE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME.
IM NOT DEPENDING ON YOU. YOURE NOT MY CRUCH. GOD IS MY CRUCH. BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT NEED YOU. I NEED YOU TO BE THERE FOR ME. WHEN IM FREAKING OUT. WHEN IM AT MY LOWEST. AND WHEN ALL I WANNNA DO IS CRY.
TRIANGLE ENGLISH I
ITS SO SAD TO WASTE MONEY LIKE THIS. AND TIME. I WOULD RATHER BE ANYWHERE BUT HERE. TAKE ME TO SIBERIA BECAUSE ENGLISH IS SOMEHOW ABOUT DOGS AGAIN. THIS MAKES ME WANT TO MAKE A MOVIE ON HOW NOT TO TEACH. JUST BRING A CAMCORDER AND GO. BRING IN MILLIONS OF DOLLARS. MAYBE IT WOULD MAKE UP FOR THE MONEY THAT I AM WASTING HERE. WAIT, YES, THERE GOES HER PHONE, THE BARKING DOGS.
UGH ENGLISH. EVERYONE FLIRTS WITH THE IDEA OF SUICIDE AT LEAST ONE TIME IN THEIR LIFE. BUT I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO NOT ONLY COMMIT SUICIDE, BUT ALSO DO IT IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY. SLOW AND PAINFUL.
I'VE NEVER HATED A SHAPE BEFORE. TRIANGLE. TRIANGLES WERE SENT FROM SATAN HIMSELF. I NEVER KNEW THAT AN ENTIRE ENGLISH COURSE COULD BE SUMMED UP WITH 2 TRIANGLES AND THE NUMBERS 1. 2. 3. APPARENTLY I AM BAD AT TRIANGLES BECAUSE I ONLY GOT A 78% ON THE MIDTERM. I DIDNT KNOW THAT KINDERGARDEN ART WAS A PRE-REQUISITE FOR THIS CLASS.
UGH ENGLISH. EVERYONE FLIRTS WITH THE IDEA OF SUICIDE AT LEAST ONE TIME IN THEIR LIFE. BUT I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO NOT ONLY COMMIT SUICIDE, BUT ALSO DO IT IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY. SLOW AND PAINFUL.
I'VE NEVER HATED A SHAPE BEFORE. TRIANGLE. TRIANGLES WERE SENT FROM SATAN HIMSELF. I NEVER KNEW THAT AN ENTIRE ENGLISH COURSE COULD BE SUMMED UP WITH 2 TRIANGLES AND THE NUMBERS 1. 2. 3. APPARENTLY I AM BAD AT TRIANGLES BECAUSE I ONLY GOT A 78% ON THE MIDTERM. I DIDNT KNOW THAT KINDERGARDEN ART WAS A PRE-REQUISITE FOR THIS CLASS.
EVIL VILLAIN: CODE NAME: LIFE
DO YOU KNOW THAT FEELING? THAT FEELING WHERE ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS HIT ALL THE WORLD YOU KNOW WITH A BASEBALL BAT? AND MAYBE IF ITS NOT THERE THEN IT CANT GO ON DESTROYING. BUT YOU'D BE WRONG. WHEN THE WORLD'S NOT THERE, IT TAKES EVERYTHING DOWN WITH IT. FOR A LONG TIME, I THOUGHT I WAS GETTING RID OF MY PROBLEMS. GETTING RID OF THE PAINFUL, LIFE-MURDERING CIRCUMSTANCES THAT I'VE BEEN PUT IN... MOSTLY PUT MYSELF INTO. BUT LIFE KEEPS GOING, PROBLEMS KEEP RISING, AND PEOPLE KEEP BEING, WELL, PEOPLE.
THE WORST THING TO UNDERSTAND, IS TO UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE SUCKS. NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, LIFE SUCKS. CLINGING TO GOD CHANGES THAT. BUT ITS THE MOMENTS WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT BEING IN PAIN IS THE BEST THING FOR YOU RIGHT NOW. SO I SIT AND EMBRACE... I TRY.
THE WORST THING TO UNDERSTAND, IS TO UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE SUCKS. NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, LIFE SUCKS. CLINGING TO GOD CHANGES THAT. BUT ITS THE MOMENTS WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT BEING IN PAIN IS THE BEST THING FOR YOU RIGHT NOW. SO I SIT AND EMBRACE... I TRY.
15 September 2007
MY LIFE: THE SOUNDTRACK
| My Life: The Soundtrack | |
| Opening Credits:: | "Mad World" - Gary Jules |
| Average Day:: | "Satisfaction" - Rolling Stones |
| Spending time with friends:: | "Marching Bands of Manhattan" - Death Cab for Cutie |
| Driving:: | "California" - Phantom Planet |
| Bad day:: | "I'm Not Alright" - Sanctus Real |
| Fight scene:: | "Take Cover" - Acceptance |
| Mental breakdown:: | "How Far We've Come" - Matchbox Twenty |
| Life is okay:: | "Hey Ya" - OutKast |
| Graduation:: | "Crooked Teeth" - Death Cab for Cutie |
| Longing for love:: | "Will You Remember Me" - April Matson |
| First glance/new crush:: | "Girl in the War" - Josh Ritter |
| Secret love:: | "There Is" - Boxcar Racer |
| First date:: | "Hold On" - KT Tunstall |
| Falling in love:: | "Yellow" - Coldplay |
| Love scene:: | "Feels Like Home" - Chantal Kreviazuk |
| Breaking up:: | "Dreaming With a Broken Heart" - John Mayer |
| Long night alone:: | "Different" - Acceptance |
| Wishing for love to return:: | "Wonderwall" - Oasis |
| Fighting to get him/her back:: | "So Contagious" - Acceptance |
| Proposal:: | "Honestly" - Cary Brothers |
| Wedding:: | "Kiss Me" - Sixpense None the Richer |
| Reflecting on life:: | "Best Times of Our Lives" - The Calling |
| Reflecting on love:: | "At Last" - Ella Fitzgerald |
| Death scene:: | "Brothers On a Hotel Bed" - Death Cab for Cutie |
| Closing credits:: | "Mad World" - Gary Jules |
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14 September 2007
SO CONTAGIOUS
Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell that I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
Could this be out of line?
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh oh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Could this be out of line?
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
Could this be out of line?
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
And I can tell that I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
Could this be out of line?
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh oh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Could this be out of line?
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
Could this be out of line?
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
13 September 2007
HOW FAR WE'VE COME
I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world,
but its feeling just like every other morning before,
now i wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
the cars are moving like a half a mile an hour if that
and I started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?
but i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
i think it turned ten o'clock but i don't really know
then i can't remember caring for an hour or so
started crying and i couldn't stop myself
i started running but there's no where to run to
i sat down on the street and took a look at myself
said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to
i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you
well its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you
but i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
but its feeling just like every other morning before,
now i wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
the cars are moving like a half a mile an hour if that
and I started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?
but i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
i think it turned ten o'clock but i don't really know
then i can't remember caring for an hour or so
started crying and i couldn't stop myself
i started running but there's no where to run to
i sat down on the street and took a look at myself
said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to
i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you
well its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you
but i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
WILL YOU REMEMBER ME?
I've come undone
Nobody's won
Being alone
Has given me hope
The seeds that are sown
Here on my own
Are giving me hope
Hope to burn again
If I remember you,
Will you remember me?
If I remember you,
Will you remember me?
It killed me when you left
I become so torn
Hhat once felt like theft
Is making me hope
Now that I can see
Who I'm meant to be
Now that I am one
I can burn again
If I remember you,
Will you remember me?
If I remember you,
Will you remember me?
And it's a silent voice
All I can hear
Ringin' in my ear
And it's your silent choice
Bring me new fears
It's bringing me to tears
Nobody's won
Being alone
Has given me hope
The seeds that are sown
Here on my own
Are giving me hope
Hope to burn again
If I remember you,
Will you remember me?
If I remember you,
Will you remember me?
It killed me when you left
I become so torn
Hhat once felt like theft
Is making me hope
Now that I can see
Who I'm meant to be
Now that I am one
I can burn again
If I remember you,
Will you remember me?
If I remember you,
Will you remember me?
And it's a silent voice
All I can hear
Ringin' in my ear
And it's your silent choice
Bring me new fears
It's bringing me to tears
DIFFERENT
Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.
And I don't know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
I'm taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.
And I don't know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
I'm taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
12 September 2007
MY OBVIOUS LIFE
it was just you and me
we had it all figured out
we were young and in love
not ready to live without
i'm sorry i couldn't realize
that love isn't so slight
it's work, and trust, and faith
flood waters rise
-----------------
CHORUS
don't thank me
for days we've been acting
it only seems wasted now
like we've given it to nothing
it's started to seem obvious
but when did it die
it's broken, and torn,
and no longer alive
-----------------
do you think about us
and what we could be
like maybe we still have a chance
to clean up this debris
i think we've given up too easy
just thrown up all our thoughts
curled up in our dark corners
giving everything we've sought
-----------------
CHORUS
-----------------
i don't know how to grow old
i was supposed to do that with you
i don't know how to breath
i could only do that with you
and i don't know how to live
because you were my life
-----------------
CHORUS
-----------------
we had it all figured out
we were young and in love
not ready to live without
i'm sorry i couldn't realize
that love isn't so slight
it's work, and trust, and faith
flood waters rise
-----------------
CHORUS
don't thank me
for days we've been acting
it only seems wasted now
like we've given it to nothing
it's started to seem obvious
but when did it die
it's broken, and torn,
and no longer alive
-----------------
do you think about us
and what we could be
like maybe we still have a chance
to clean up this debris
i think we've given up too easy
just thrown up all our thoughts
curled up in our dark corners
giving everything we've sought
-----------------
CHORUS
-----------------
i don't know how to grow old
i was supposed to do that with you
i don't know how to breath
i could only do that with you
and i don't know how to live
because you were my life
-----------------
CHORUS
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06 September 2007
LIFE
LIFE IS ALWAYS BEING REFERRED TO AS A ROLLERCOASTER. WITH ITS UPS AND DOWNS. THE MOMENTS THAT MAKE YOU SICK, AND THE MOMENTS THAT MAKE YOU COVER YOUR EYES AND NEVER WANT TO LOOK.
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO WELL, HAVE A LIFE OF ITS OWN. I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO LOOK. OR BE EMOTIONALLY INVOLVED. JUST LET MY LIFE TAKE THE PAIN. I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO LIVE A LIFE THAT LIVES LIKE IT'S PERFECT, AND THEN DREAMS TO BE DIFFERENT.
I DONT.
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO WELL, HAVE A LIFE OF ITS OWN. I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO LOOK. OR BE EMOTIONALLY INVOLVED. JUST LET MY LIFE TAKE THE PAIN. I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO LIVE A LIFE THAT LIVES LIKE IT'S PERFECT, AND THEN DREAMS TO BE DIFFERENT.
I DONT.
02 August 2007
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23 July 2007
I'M BACK
I'M BACK FROM COLUMBIA! IT WAS A LOT OF FUN. IF YOU LOOK ON MY FACEBOOK SITE, I'M GOING TO BE PUTTING UP PICTURES AND VIDEOS SOON. ENJOY!
19 July 2007
MY BABY!
SO SOME GUY STOLE MY PHONE AT THE REALM LAST NIGHT! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO IT IS. SO NOW I'VE HAD TO SUSPEND MY SERVICE! ALL OF MY PEEPS' NUMBERS ARE GONE!
17 July 2007
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11 July 2007
THE CRAZY ONES
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS VIDEO. I HAD IT ON MY OLD BLOG SO I JUST THOUGHT IT SHOULD BE ON THIS ONE:
10 July 2007
JOURNAL
OKAY, SCRATCH THE JOURNAL IDEA. I NEVER REALIZED HOW BORING IT WAS TO WRITE IN ONE OF THOSE.
09 July 2007
ROSHAMBULL
OKAY. SO ON FACEBOOK THERE IS AN APPLICATION THAT YOU CAN ADD CALLED, "RED BULL ROSHAMBULL." IT'S BASICALLY JUST ROCK PAPER SCISSORS. YOU CAN PLAY AGAINST ANYONE ELSE ON FACEBOOK WHO ALSO HAS THE APPLICATION AND WHENEVER YOU LOG ON YOU CAN THROW ROCK, PAPER, OR SCISSORS AGAINST YOUR CHALLENGER AND WAIT FOR THEM TO THROW SOMETHING BACK UNTIL SOMEONE WINS 2 OUT OF 3. BUT LET ME TELL YOU, I AM PRETTY AMAZING AT IT. I AM 6-0, ALL SHUTOUTS. I DON'T MEAN TO BRAG, BUT I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING........
YOU WISH YOU WERE ME.
YOU WISH YOU WERE ME.
05 July 2007
GUARANA
MOST OF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT GUARANA IS. WELL SHAME ON YOU.
WHEN I WENT ON A MISSION TRIP TO BRAZIL A COUPLE OF SUMMERS AGO THEY HAD A SODA THERE CALLED GUARANA. IT WAS AMAZING. WELL ANYWAY, YOU REALLY CAN'T GET IT IN THE UNITED STATES UNLESS YOU GO THE WORLD FOODS MARKET. BUT, I'VE BEEN DRINKING A LOT OF VITAMIN WATER (BECAUSE IT IS AMAZING) AND IT HAS GUARANA IN IT! I KNOW IT WAS A REALLY LONG AND BORING STORY, BUT THERE IT IS.
WHEN I WENT ON A MISSION TRIP TO BRAZIL A COUPLE OF SUMMERS AGO THEY HAD A SODA THERE CALLED GUARANA. IT WAS AMAZING. WELL ANYWAY, YOU REALLY CAN'T GET IT IN THE UNITED STATES UNLESS YOU GO THE WORLD FOODS MARKET. BUT, I'VE BEEN DRINKING A LOT OF VITAMIN WATER (BECAUSE IT IS AMAZING) AND IT HAS GUARANA IN IT! I KNOW IT WAS A REALLY LONG AND BORING STORY, BUT THERE IT IS.
03 July 2007
GAMES WE PLAY
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TALKING TO SOMEONE AND REALIZED THAT THEY WEREN'T PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT YOU WERE SAYING BECAUSE THEY HAD BETTER THINGS TO DO? HAVE YOU EVER HAD IT HAPPEN TWENTY TIMES IN A ROW? I HAVE. LET ME TELL YOU WHAT IT IS: NOT COOL!
I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO FIND A PERSON WHO WAS GENUINE ENOUGH TO LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY INSTEAD OF JUST WAITING FOR THEIR TURN TO TALK. I THINK THIS WORLD IS HURT. WE'VE ALL GOT PROBLEMS THAT WE CAN'T SOLVE OURSELVES. BUT INSTEAD OF HELPING EACH OTHER AND REALIZING THAT WE NEED RELATIONSHIPS TO HEAL, WE SHUT OURSELVES OFF AND PUT ON A HAPPY FACE.
I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO FIND A PERSON WHO WAS GENUINE ENOUGH TO LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY INSTEAD OF JUST WAITING FOR THEIR TURN TO TALK. I THINK THIS WORLD IS HURT. WE'VE ALL GOT PROBLEMS THAT WE CAN'T SOLVE OURSELVES. BUT INSTEAD OF HELPING EACH OTHER AND REALIZING THAT WE NEED RELATIONSHIPS TO HEAL, WE SHUT OURSELVES OFF AND PUT ON A HAPPY FACE.
02 July 2007
LOST
I FELL LIKE I AM COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY LOST. LIKE THE WORLD HAS DECIDED TO GO ON WITHOUT ME. I DON'T GET TO SEE MY FRIENDS MUCH ANYMORE, I FINALLY JUST WENT TO THE MOVIES TO SEE "EVAN ALMIGHTY" WITH LAUREN, MANDY, AND LINDSAY. IT WAS A LOT OF FUN, BUT I DON'T KNOW IF IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN.
BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY GETS ME UPSET IS THE WAY THAT MY FORMER FRIEND, NICK , ACTS NOW. IT'S LIKE I DON'T EXIST. HE DOESN'T TALK TO ME, HE WON'T RETURN MY MESSAGES, I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY GETS ME UPSET IS THE WAY THAT MY FORMER FRIEND, NICK , ACTS NOW. IT'S LIKE I DON'T EXIST. HE DOESN'T TALK TO ME, HE WON'T RETURN MY MESSAGES, I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
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